Be the Best Mommy I can be.

I am going to just put it all out there. And it is not meant to hurt anyone but for me to collect my thoughts and put into perpective. As our family knows that this year is definately a baby year. I think we have 6 babies coming between now and the beginning of next year. And of course I am just thrilled for each and everyone one of my neices.

I am going to be honest so I can be honest with myself. When I first started having difficulty getting pregnant I wanted to be supportive of my family and their little blessings. I never wanted anyone to feel sorry for me or hold back telling me they were pregant. In fact I only looked at it as I was going to be an aunt again and only thought of how much fun it was going to be to play with babies. But for some reason things have changed for me. It was really hard to hear family after family being pregant. And again I am happy for them but it was tearing me apart inside. I have been wanting to adopt another baby but knew it really was not the time for me. And hearing after everyone being pregant just tore my heart apart. So finally after long talks with my husband and family. One particualy family member has really let the shine in our my little deary place. I know I am not ready so I need to put my energy into my husband and kids. Give them everything from me and be the best mom and wife I can be.

I love my husband. He has really come to know me and how I think. And I like to think I do the same for him. We have a family and an eternal family for that fact. And I just need to make it so darn good that when I am ready for a baby it will come with best mommy I can be.

Thanks Tami for always listening to my whines and cries. It has been hard not having mom around to help me think and work through some of these trials. And it makes it a little more bareable knowing I have a family that loves me.

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Potty Training Diaries

So Kassie is all done with potty training. She even can go to the sitters without an accident. Hunter still likes to copy the Big girl now. He thinks he is big boy but I know he is not all the way there yet. He hasn't been asking me to go potty. He just goes when Kassie goes. Some one said that when they are ready to go they are ready. And it does become obvious. Love my kids and glad they are growing and making progress.

Potty Training Diaries Day ????

Ok so it has been awhile. I thought I would just let things happen naturally at this point. Hunter is all for peeing outsite and in the potty. But just so he could get that cookie. He would go make a few drops and clap his hands and show excitement. Well that was just not techinically a pee pee in the potty. So like I said I left it alone. So every once in a while I would ask and he would not want to. But this morning he wanted to pee out side and he did. And didn't even ask for a treat.

Kassie on the other hand. I didn't not even ask her. But when I asked Hunter this morning if he wanted to wear big boy panties, she wanted her big boy panties. And I corrected her and said big girl panties. I told her to go pee pee in the potty first and then she can wear her panties. So she did. She loved it and even her friend Taylee encouraged her to go pee pee in the potty. And she chose her princess pull ups. Yah. Finally some success. Let you know if it continues.

Hunter calls

Kassie Dancing to Chipettes

Passey Family Reunion

Grandpa Passey and Shirley stayed under the tree most of the time. And Hunter wanted to be with them the whole time. Come to find out Grandpa was bribing him with candy. That is why he keep going over to the van. This time he hid from me under the van. Can't see it too much. But he tried to hide from me.

Daddy and Kassie going for their ride.

The four of us on a little hike. We could see the whole campsite from where we were.